Hey again.

Sorry I haven't posted in a really long time. Well... I survived exams!

Random #1

Hi. What's up? If you read my blog, thanks. You rock! I have like nothing to do today. Well, I have to go to m Dad's wedding later, but otherwise, not much. I'm really tired.

Life

Well, here's an update on my life and a bit about me. I go to a private all-girls school, which sucks. It's pretty much a prep school where they're all stupid and conceited and close-minded. If you had to label me, you would say goth on Saturday and Sunday, and prep Monday through Friday.
I love to drink coffee. I'm a pescetarian. I don't do much on a regular basis. I stress about school, write, work on my blog, watch TV, and listen to music. Now that I list all I do in my free time, it's really pathetic. I also play volleyball. I love volleyball! It's practically my life. Again, sad. I guess I'll post up more later.

Bonds of Time

Even if you travel far away
Over the oceans
Abroad
Friendship's bond will hold us together
For true friends never wander far

Crappy Outfit

now i'm wearing my Dad's DKNY t-shirt, black leggings, and my dark green school skirt. FAIL. if my parents saw me, they'd laugh. but that's all i have.

Hey.

Hey. Going to some Christening today for a baby I don't even know. Trying to be creative about what I wear 'cause I have NO JEANS at me Dad's house. leggings and a t-shirt, shorts, and maybe a belt. FAIL. I'll write more poetry sometime.

NaNoWriMo

YAY! My first web badge!

NaNoWriMo

Hey guys. Is anyone doing NaNoWriMo here?

The Darker Half

The Darker Half
The things unseen

Don't be frightened
Just believe

That darkness is our faith
And here we all are free

They can't touch us here, my Love
With us you will be protected

Let us take you under our wing
Show you our ways

You may ask, what do we run from?
Why do we hide?

We hide from the masses that hate us
That would love to see us dead

Here you are safe
In our shelter of Darkness

Here we live in solitude
The lot of us, protected from the world

We all must leave someday, my dear child
but here we are safe

Why must we leave?
Is that what you asked?

We must leave, if we ever will adjust to real life
We can't just stay here, cowering in our own filth, no matter how safe we are

But for now, my love
we sit here, in fear

Constantly fear
Always fear

Rejected

Once a single game of chance
our fates are set in stone
turned back at the gates of
Heaven
Down to Hell we go

Cast down by our peers
for differences we can't control
singled out for torment
pawns in their foolish games

They set us aside
Shoved us lower
because we are artists and outcasts
because we know too much

The agony of knowledge and  torment
Art and language
Beauty that no one else can see

We are set aside
set aside to come back to
and hurt out of boredom

We are the artists and the outcasts
the Goths and the Emos
the Nerds and the Freaks

Set aside
Sent down to Hell
Rejected

West Virginia

I long to feel the grass beneath my feet
The country air filling my nostrils
The cold water splashed against my arm
The sun peeking through my windows in the morning

I long for the family I had
The smell of gravy cooking in the morning
All their warm smiles
Their laughter
I long for West Virginia

My true home
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I'm listening to I Still Miss Someone by Johnny Cash. He made me write this. I've never lived in West Virginia, but I've been their when I was younger, and I'm waiting to go home, to my home away from home.

Jammin' to BVB

Right now I'm jammin' to Black Veil Brides, as I just stated in the title. "Die For You". Awesome song.
The writing's on the wall
Your crimson touch is going no where
I'll hang on to every word you said
And sink my teeth into this nightmare

Woah oh oh oh...
I'm screaming out
Woah oh oh oh...
Can you hear me?

I bleed for you
Forever I will lie awake
I would die for you!

I see the truth
I've given you my heart to break
I would die for you!

I feel your body crawl
Pale flesh for my devotion
True pain was all you ever meant
Love would be our last emotion